joy with the trouble

Posted: February 7th, 2011 | Filed under: life | Tags: , | 33 Comments »

It is clear to us, friends, that God not only loves you very much but also has put his hand on you for something special. When the Message we preached came to you, it wasn’t just words. Something happened in you. The Holy Spirit put steel in your convictions. – 1 Thessalonians 1:4-6

I have seen my share of heartache in life. Loss and grief have dug grooves like raging rivers. The blood in my soil runs very, very deep. I see all that I’ve been through as a means to enrich me with things God can use to enrich others. “A poured out offering.” Loss counted as gain because the foundation, the powerful current flowing under the surface of my rivers, are built on and powered by the absolute assurance that nothing happens without purpose. When trouble comes I find hope that it could be worse. When my plans hit a brick wall, it’s because God is saving me from what is on the other side of that wall. It’s an act of mercy.

My daughter was at a birthday party Saturday night. I’ve been so busy, trying to cram as much into the tiny spaces of my time, that I messed up what time I was supposed to pick her up. When I got the phone call that I was late, I grabbed my keys and told my shoeless girls that they have to stay home while I went to get their little sister. My husband was out of state so we were all going to have a ‘girls night’ at the movies later. I told them to be ready and I’d be back in a few minutes.

The roads have been covered with snow for a week, but this night they were clear. Most of them anyway. I took a back road to cut time. I have a 4-wheel drive and, after driving for a week without issue, I wasn’t worried. The sun was going down and, though I didn’t know it, the melted snow started to freeze.

I hit a patch of black ice and felt the rear of my SUV lose traction. My dad was a great teacher. As the oldest of eight children, the vehicle I learned to drive in was a Suburban. I know what to do on ice and I know what to do with a heavy vehicle. I turned my wheel toward the spin. First one way, then the other. The problem was, I was going down a hill and it was all icy. I was gaining speed and losing control.

My SUV started sliding sideways down the hill, but, still, I managed to maneuver out of it. When I did, I saw the headlights coming my way. I wasn’t going to be able to get my vehicle under control before we met.

I can’t stand the thought of hurting someone. I would rather be the one who got hurt. I have a high threshold for pain.

Fighting the ice was making it worse. With someone coming toward me, I lost my window. I let my vehicle go off the road. I knew I’d be stuck, but that was better than what I saw ahead. I didn’t realize that the side of the road was down a steep little hill and that the weight of my SUV would compact the snow into a perfect surface to continue sliding. When I saw the tree in front of me, I shut my eyes and waited for the impact.

It’s all like slow motion. The snap of branches. The scream of twisting metal. The splintering windshield. I hit my head on my steering wheel. I broke the steering column with my forearm. The airbags failed. I opened my eyes and watched steam rise out of the mess in front of me.

I couldn’t find my phone to call my friend. I wasn’t thinking clearly when I got out to walk the rest of the way to where they were waiting for me. Some people had stopped and were running toward me. Two more wrecks happened while we stood there talking and waiting to be rescued.

The couple who ran toward me had this strange look in their eyes and kept asking me if I was okay, like they didn’t believe it. I was. I didn’t hurt at all. I know I bumped my head, but it didn’t hurt. They stood there and listened to my account. I told them that I refused to hit the car coming toward me. I was so thankful. The man nodded and said, “That car was us.”

My friends got there with my daughter. While I stood there crying with Ashley, her husband walked a ways away with the other couple to talk. They told him that they knew I was trying not to hit them and when they saw the wreck, they had no doubt that I didn’t survive. Seeing me walk around the back of the SUV shocked them. Then they told him what I was so afraid was the case. I didn’t have my kids with me, but I had no idea what those headlights coming toward me had behind them. When I found out that the couple was with their three kids, I started crying.

So unbelievably thankful.

My SUV is ruined, but I’m not. I am bruised but I’ll heal. I only had liability on my vehicle. Instead of counting my losses, financially mostly (medical bills and the cost of a new family vehicle), I’m counting my blessings. I have so many of them. I believe in God’s sovereignty and I know that there is good that will come out of this.

I was in the emergency room waiting for my cat scan when a woman walked in and gave me a curious look. She was there to wheel my bed down the hall. She introduced herself and shook her head in disbelief. She said, “I can’t believe you’re here. Your story has changed my life. I failed miserably. Lost my marriage, my church family, all my friends… and couldn’t find anything to give me hope. Then someone sent the video you made and it gave me so much hope. I know that God still loves me.”

While I was in the cat scan machine, holding “very still”, she wrote her contact information on a scrap piece of paper so that we could meet and she could tell me her story. I can’t wait to hear it.

God knows what He’s doing. Loss is gain when you believe that. All of my stuff will get worked out. I have no doubt. Sometimes God allows what could be a disaster to fulfill His purpose. Trust is the key to finding joy with the trouble.

Although great trouble accompanied the Word, you were able to take great joy from the Holy Spirit!β€”taking the trouble with the joy, the joy with the trouble. -1 Thessalonians 1:6

jwt


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33 Comments on “joy with the trouble”

  1. 1 Wanda said at 12:37 pm on February 7th, 2011:

    I just sat and wept as I read this.

    Praying you heal quickly and completely.

  2. 2 Kat said at 12:43 pm on February 7th, 2011:

    What an amazing testimony of grace…

    So glad you're ok!

  3. 3 StacyK said at 12:47 pm on February 7th, 2011:

    Oh.My.Goodness!!!

    First, Praise God!

    Second, thank you for how you share your story and showing us the lens you use to see Life & Truth with… it's glorious.

    Third, how in the world could your airbags fail?!! I hope you call GM or send them your accident photos!

    Fourth, can't wait to hear the nurse's story:))

    you are amazing.

  4. 4 Ellen said at 12:47 pm on February 7th, 2011:

    Ugh! So glad you're ok. So glad the Lord sought fit to keep you safe…and another family safe as well! Praise the Lord.

  5. 5 Serena Woods said at 12:52 pm on February 7th, 2011:

    Wanda: I cried when I wrote it. I'm still amazed and thankful.

    Kat: me, too!

    StacyK: Thank you!! πŸ™‚

    Ellen: I love that the other family wasn't involved, too. Crazy.

  6. 6 Christin said at 12:58 pm on February 7th, 2011:

    Oh my goodness Serena! What an amazing testimony to God's glory!! I am so thankful you are OK…..and here….reveling in God's glory!!!!

  7. 7 Janine said at 12:59 pm on February 7th, 2011:

    Wow.

    There. Are. No. Words.

    Other than ….. Wow!

    And thank you for sharing.

  8. 8 Serena Woods said at 1:12 pm on February 7th, 2011:

    Christin: it's amazing. πŸ™‚

    Janine: thank you. πŸ™‚

  9. 9 Juliet deWal said at 2:50 pm on February 7th, 2011:

    I am SO glad you are alright, Girl. What a terrible story of fear and loss of control, and an AMAZING story of God's grace.

    Tend your heart and your body and know many of us are praying for you.

    xoxj

  10. 10 Serena Woods said at 3:01 pm on February 7th, 2011:

    Juliet: I was yelling, "No! I want to go to Canada!"
    πŸ™‚ Ha! J/k

  11. 11 Shannon said at 3:25 pm on February 7th, 2011:

    So thankful you are ok!!!!!

  12. 12 April Tlaca said at 4:03 pm on February 7th, 2011:

    Thank God…I'm so glad your ok!!

    Love ya!

  13. 13 Jason said at 5:21 pm on February 7th, 2011:

    First, thank God you are OK.

    I'm blown away at what happened at the hospital. God obviously has everything in your life under control.

  14. 14 ashley said at 6:18 pm on February 7th, 2011:

    So thankful for everthing that could have happened but didn't that night. I know something will work out with the car and er visit (as do you). Mostly, I can't wait to hear about the nurse who already knew your story. It will be good to hear hers.

    So glad we are friends, and though you were coming to get "your daughter" (so I feel some resposibility) I am honored that I got to be the one with you that night! The car took the beating, and thankfully, not you!!

  15. 15 Heather said at 6:34 pm on February 7th, 2011:

    Serena-Both your story and photo leave me awe struck. God's grace and protection are just amazing. It humbles me. Praying for complete healing for you dear one.

  16. 16 Serena Woods said at 4:31 am on February 8th, 2011:

    Thank you, Shannon, April, Jason, Heather, and Melanie. πŸ™‚

    Ashley: You guys are awesome under pressure. πŸ™‚ Love you.

    <img src="http://i611.photobucket.com/albums/tt196/GraceIsForSinners/firstphoto-1.jpg&quot; border="0" alt="in the trees">

  17. 17 Melanie said at 4:26 am on February 8th, 2011:

    Praises that you're still here! Blessings on your recovery!

  18. 18 Brandi said at 5:04 am on February 8th, 2011:

    Amazing. God had you safely in His hands the whole time and gently delivered you to a person who received strength in your story. Beautiful, completely beautiful.

  19. 19 LoveFeast Table said at 5:07 am on February 8th, 2011:

    And once again, He is glorified in your life. Glad you're okay!

  20. 20 Joan said at 5:15 am on February 8th, 2011:

    Oh my goodness..that really got to me..even in the midst of something terrible happening God used you. Wow! I hope you're healing fine…I ran into black ice a few weeks ago and it's so scary. Take care….

  21. 21 Anita Davis said at 5:28 am on February 8th, 2011:

    Amazing story Serena….your heart remained focused on someone else even in the midst of what was coming at you…your faith is much like David's. A woman AFTER God's own heart…I sure love you and learn so much from your devotion to our King.

    God Bless,

    Anita

  22. 22 Diane Hemphill said at 5:46 am on February 8th, 2011:

    God is so awesome and is working in your life. I am so thankful you and the other family are okay. Amazing!!!

  23. 23 eileen said at 6:09 am on February 8th, 2011:

    Wow! Your account brought tears to my eyes! So glad you are okay. Stories like this always remind me to praise God for who He is!! He puts us exactly where we need to be. Beautiful!

  24. 24 Muthering Heights said at 6:12 am on February 8th, 2011:

    Wow….praise the Lord you're ok!!!!!!

  25. 25 Sharon @Hiking Towar said at 6:22 am on February 8th, 2011:

    So thankful along with you. Praise the Lord you are okay and so is everyone else.

    Father, Thank you for saving lives. Meet the needs and the circumstances that remain. I pray for your continued blessing on Serena. Amen.

  26. 26 Dawn said at 7:50 am on February 8th, 2011:

    Oh WOW I'm so glad that you're okay! Praise the Lord for his protection!!

  27. 27 Serena Woods said at 9:05 am on February 8th, 2011:

    Thanks, everyone. πŸ™‚

  28. 28 Carolina said at 11:21 am on February 8th, 2011:

    That is an amazing story, so glad God protected you and will continue to be with you as you heal from the few wounds you did receive.

    On another note, I really needed to read this. I have been engaged in constant battle for months now and it seems that things just keep going wrong. It is painful, but I have to remember that the joy of the Lord is my strength rather than the nice circumstances I would like to have now.

  29. 29 Natasha said at 5:23 pm on February 8th, 2011:

    sorry to hear about your accident. thanks for reminding us God is sovereign God bless

  30. 30 Wendy Hagen said at 9:47 pm on February 8th, 2011:

    What an amazing GOD story! Bummer about your car and the hassle of all of that stuff – but praise God you are alright, that your daughters weren't with you, that you didn't hit the other car and their kids, that your airbags didn't work (cuz I am assuming you may have been worse off if they did), that this landed you in the hospital just at the right time to meet that woman who you ministered to . . . AMAZING!

    Thanks for sharing.

  31. 31 Julie R said at 4:37 am on February 9th, 2011:

    Serena, I am so thankful that you came through the accident with only bumps and bruises. Praying for a speedy recovery and that the Lord supplies your vehicle and financial needs.

  32. 32 Juliet deWal said at 10:05 am on February 9th, 2011:

    Canada can't wait for your arrival!

    OR your stilettos!

  33. 33 Mel @ Trailing After said at 9:07 pm on February 11th, 2011:

    So glad you and the other family are okay. Praise God. And amazing to meet a woman your story has touched. Blessings all around.

    Blessings,

    Mel

    Please feel free to stop by: Trailing After God


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